What I've learned about life under Islamic teachings.

Well actually first thing...this topic is regarding the topic I've learned in my Madrasah today.

It's about a case of one suicide whom is an alim(truthful). But he commited suicide with no reason.

Well the reason that my Ustaz gave me was that this subject was upon ranged into a madman. which means "dah jadi gila"

In Islam, when one person has lost his mind. He will be taken to heaven when he/she die.

But in this case...an alim becoming mad or gila is something odd or not natural...well actually there's three reason.

1) He may have chosen a wrong turn in his life. Because what i know in Islam, Destiny will run after choice. which means, you have choices in life but Allah has given us the road(destiny) of choices. In eg, imagine had two choices. One you go safe the guy. While the second you save your own. Do you get the picture from here?

If the person took the choice...he or she is be given the road(destiny) that Allah has given upon him/her in that choice he/she had chosen.

In short. Destiny comes after choice. Your life is run by choices in life. this choices of path God has chosen or created for us is the Destiny.

In this guy's case... he may chose the wrong choice. Well it is quite complicating to say though. But to all Muslim out there whom doesn't understand this, well I can't say i can explain this thoroughly though.^^; I just knew this, your life has choices and not run by only just destiny, but there's choice.

Well for this case.He goes to be punished because he chose the wrong choice.

But only Allah s.w.t knows where he will go and we all don't know.^^ Wallahualam

2) God make him go insane. Thus, he did the suicide because he cannot control himself because he's insane...DUH!!
Well in this situation he goes to heaven though.^^;

3) well in this matter...I can't define it here. Because it will may sounds to awkward to some^^;; so its a danger thus, skipped.


WEll that's all I can say about the one subject I've learned about DESTINY under Islamic teachings.

Pls, don't see me as someone whom is an Ustaz. This things are the topic I've learned today and it's dangerous though teaching Islam without the correct teaching with confirmation from MUIS~~^^;

To teach nowadays, you have to have a license from MUIS so it may be qualified to teach properly(which is correct and not like the teachings of those JI or Mujahedeen)
whom teaching is a bit awkward.



here's a quote :"To Learn is To Be With Someone to Teach(a teacher)"

which means (for muslims out there whom only learn from the Quran). To learn from the holy Quran, is to be teached by a teacher(Ustaz/Ustazah). But not to ordinary teachers though. This teachers has to be educated with the right teachings from the Hadith, Aqidah and Fiqh...this three knowledge are very important. If the teacher doesn't know any knowledge of this three...he/she is not qualified to teach.

This is the problem of Islam in the modern world of today.


Propaganda is a pain don't you think^_^~~ Luckily we are living in a world were truth are shown...and were we are not living in lies.(America is a good example of a propaganda nation, seriously)

But even so. Wallahualam. God knows~~ because what if we are still living with conspiracies~~ Than I am not sure what kind of world we are living.


Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatu~~

pls, be reminded that Allah still love His creation. regardless of the person believes, Allah may forgive him/her regardless wether he is a "kafir". Because Allah is MOST GRACIOUS and MOST MERCIFUL~~ALLAH FORGIVES~~REMEMBER.

Revolution 1

I had my day today...

Starting of the day kena scolding by Mr Collin. yes, my bad I didn't come early for physics and didn't pay attention and was staring to solve something which has already passed^^;(that was dumb)

well really didn't get that question but as you guys out there know me...

I am slow to get things thus, very very slow to pick up with "only" Mr Collins teaching... =P

well anyway, was really quite almost snapped back there<.<; my mind was having haywire inside and I was desperately trying to get it in hold>.<" and thank GOD!I finally got hold of it after Mr Collin change the subject ._." *phew!*

Well if I hadn't hold back there I would have shouted like the old days....and I won't wish that to happen again >.<"

I had enough shouting with my brother and I don't want to turn myself into something that ppl will hate to be with...someone whom will only cause trouble because he snaps...that ain't right O.o



Well it was fast and another meeting with another teacher has been put up T^T

Oh what agony I will be having this year...well for my own good, it is a must^^;

But....there is other alternative though....DRAWING!! I want Painting!! especially painting. Well really was inspired by military artworks of SAR 21 and the especially this artist>> Ukitamuki!! >.<

I was so engrosed at his artwork that I favorited almost all of his Deviants^^;; ~~lol!

well anyway.... be a deviant artists and all those great artists out there regardless a sucky doodler or sketcher or CG artists , painters etc.

COME! JOIN THE DEVIANTART.com and all your artwork will be realised^^;
but do be warned that your art should be originallty from you though^^;

come join us at www.deviantart.com and you will be one of the thousands..no ...Millions of deviants out there worldwide!^^

here's mine www.afba.deviantart.com be sure to comment when you join us^o^


WE WILL WAIT FOR YOUR ARRIVAL COMRADES OF ARTISTS OUT THERE!


Oh there are also called Islamic artists and ISLAMIC ART in the deviantart...those whom are interested in Islamic art...do visit this website^^


Assalamualaikum(May peace be upon you!)always~~^w^

Drawings again!!

Tank battle simulation in The Vaterland(fatherland)(in german)

Alpha 1: This is Leo 1, reporting in redzone
Alpha 2: This is Leo 2, in formation
Alpha 3: This is Leo 3, Proceeding to checkpoint alpha
Alpha 4: This is Leo 4, In redzone waiting for checkpoint over!

Alpha 1: Leo 2, proceed to checkpoint alpha out!

*Tanks rolling*

*flare*

Alpha 4: This is Leo 4! Enemy recon spotted!!
Alpha 1: negative! Evade contact!
Alpha 3: Two T-90s spotted 11 o'clock!! 1000


Alpha 1: Leo 3! Cease FIRE!!

*tank fire*

Alpha 3: shot fired! Enemy advancing towards us!! We've taken a rear hit!!
Alpha 1: Don't panic!! Leo 3, maintain cover!! Leo 4, support Leo 3

Alpha 4: This is Leo 4, Leo 3 is not in sight over....
Alpha 1: ???


*tank shot*

Alpha 3: *shhhhhhh......* this is *tshhhhhhhh* Leo 3 over! *shhhhhhh*

I am breaking!*shhhhhhhhhh*

REQUESTING REINFORCEMENT!!*klang!*

................

Alpha 1: Leo 3 do you copy?
.............
Alpha 1: Leo 3!!! Do you copy?!!
..............
Alpha 1: Leo 3!!!!!!



Alpha 4: smoke spotted 10 o'clock....possibly Leo 3 over.

Alpha 2: OMG!! This is Leo 2, spotted Leo 3......it's..........

............burning...


Alpha 1: Leo 2, is there any surviving crew?
Alpha 2: Negative......everything is burning......

Alpha 2: Wait!...........Enemy spotted!! In sector EF45, Two T90 and one.......no.......FIVE T80's!

There's too many of 'em! Withdrawing!

Alpha 1: Affirmative!! Leo 2 and 4, RETREAT to Insertion point Delta! Over and Out!

*Tank battle in action(chaos)*

Delta 1: this is MLRS 1 reporting in bluezone and READY.

*Alpha 1, 2 and 4 moved behind the bluezone territory*


Alpha 1: This Leo 1! Proceed STEEL RAIN!
Delta 1: Steel rain in affect....FIRE!!

*Multiple MLRS launching from a distance*

*Slight multiple explosions heard from the distant fog*






Alpha 4: This is Leo 4, Bravo team is in redzone
Alpha 1: Location?
Alpha 4: EF 46......hey!.....That's near the hostile ground!


Bravo 1: This is Bravo platoon proceeding to checkpoint alpha. Out!

Alpha 1: Bravo team! Code red I REPEAT!! CODE RED!! Hostile units in the area!! Over!

Bravo 1: Ah! Good to hear you're ok Alpha 1....but seems like you've lost Alpha 3 here...

Alpha 1: ???what about the T90s and T80s?

Bravo 1: Negative.... Enemy units isn't visible

Alpha 1: Confirm enemy status....Last sighting is in your area! Be cautious... OUT!





Bravo 1: Affirmative Alpha 1. Out!





What really happen is just a simulation of a tank battle and field support....In this theory....I've managed to found out the reason why German army uses more to Field Howitzer/MLRS/ or is it something else

Well anyway after certain research, German uses more to field support like Howitzer while the West(USA) uses close air-range support....now after the year 2004 the F22 Raptors are used under the US for close air support in the future after mass producing it.....Thus, we can say that the US uses air while the GERMAN Republican Army uses Ground instead ^_^ Well what happened here in this simulation story is that Alpha team lost Alpha 3....This tanks are Leopard 2A6 scattered everywhere except Alpha 1 and 2 which stayed close together....alpha 3 is on its way to rendevous Alpha 4 which is hiding. This 2 tank platoons Alpha platoon and Bravo platoon which are 8 is having a small battle"game" in the outskirts of the German plains.... where 7 russian MBT's(Main Battle Tank) were mobilising in the area...Thus, Leo 3 which is Alpha 3 was outnumbered by the massive Russian tanks in his area....Thus, was badly hit.

The reason why Alpha 4 could not see Alpha 3 in the area is because Alpha 3 is somewhere in the plains....(a great mistake for a tank in hostile territory)


While Alpha 4 case is that, It is hiding in the plains yes....(but in the mudpool)^^; so a perfect tank camouflage.(Remember)

Well that is all I can think of what i see so far....

So if any questions about what really happened in the simulation and what is the rest of the platoon doing and what happened to the T90's and T80's.....*feel free to comment on the comment button below^^;*

SP....open house and seminar....

7th July 2007

In the room....again....


Well, today, was in Singapore Polytechnic....well....



didn't see much, because of the course which I want, is missing..... MISSING!!!


Hence, it was a short time in the SP.

After certain recoinassance operation in SP, was certain....not my type of poly.

Buiseness,
Maritime,
Aviation Engineering...


and etc.


But what I really want is an Animation Course.
Probably moving pictures, Animation.

Which I had known and been targeting for.....TP!!! Temasek polytechnic.

11th JULY, is the DPA exercise.


Hope that....well I hope there's hope.....for me to get pass that DPA exercise T^T

I must not get the lowest possible hope on it!! I must!!

I must!!

I MUUUUUUUST!!!!!!!!!!!!


GET PASS THAT!! THE ONLY HOPE I HAVE AND THAT"S WHAT I WILL GET!!

I WILL GAIN MY DREAM!! I WILL!!! I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!! NEVER!! AND AS I TYPE THIS MESSAGE!! I AM SHOUTING OUT LOUD IN MY HEART!! AND I WILL NEVER EVER GIVE UP!!!

NEVER I TELL YOU!! NEVEEEEEEEER!!!!!!!



there....feels better ^^ ~~~~


here's an advice to those dreamers like me :



Dreams can always be gone as time flies~~~but...
that's.....
a normal dream....

But if we dream for something more....than a passion...

Than, that dream....is the key to your future....

the key, to your career...
the key, to your life...



and most of all................



the key to your dreams~~

Passionism...is the only way for a dream....




to come true.





signed,
AFBA


*where dreams can be achieved through passion



a.k.a~~~ drawing manga....is my passion^^

One way or another...I am sick~

Dear Diary,

2nd July 2007
In a room...


Had a very slight fever today, I had been choking and coughing since yesterday. Could be something got to do with that younger brother of mine whom gives me H!LL since last year.
All I could do now is.....nothing , thus, post this lousy diary in here^^;;

Hope of going to the cinemas but this throat is giving me troubles.

What should I view?.... Transformers, or Fantastic 4.....decisions decisions.

Man! This throat is irritating!! Seconds ago I was coughing...now itching?!? What is going on!!?
I better get to the doctor before it gets worse.




Signed,
AFBA~~~Sick and a slight fever -.-@