AFBA - Art Comes In All Directions

Oh forgot one pic~~ =P

2009-04-11T08:01:00.000-07:00

**PICTURE OF THE YEAR**

GOES TO THIS AWARD-PICTORIAL EVENT
*tada*

I'm DOOD!! [Dead in Dutch] XP

AFBA,

hope you enjoyed the view =)
**AND TO ALL OF MY COMRADES~ LETS MAKE ANOTHER GLORIOUS DAY AS THIS ONE DAY AGAIN ^^ **

Bukit Timah Hiking Trip: Photos =D

2009-04-11T07:49:00.000-07:00

Well here's all the photos I took ^^ with my phone~
****PS: Hanis erm could you sent me photos of me or, us groups to me ^^; I want 'em =) thanks yo****Hope you guys post 'em up in your respective blogs though D:
~lol~~

Hope we can go for another wonderful and unsuspecting trip next holidays XD
It's great being able to go out hiking with you guys~
But me and Aziz are feeling up's and down's since you guys left us behind in the bus =/
But anyway, we're still comrades and will always be regardless what happened in the past ^^
[Hopefully that would be true]

anyway here's the pics =)

Bukit Timah Hiking trip

2009-04-10T03:17:00.000-07:00

I won't explain much but the videos will explain it all

To all those whom thought I am crazy talking and taking random videos of myself =.=
I was just tired with fatigue that's all =/ ~ lol

video1

video2

video3

video4

video5

video6

video7

*2km~~ lol, long walk yet barely there~~ =/ *

video8

*walking past a water flow while the indian worker watches afar*

video9

*Panting since I was "running" trying to catch up with Genocide~ he can be a lead for an expeditionary hike =/*

video10

Video11

*LZ~~ lol too bad I'm waiting for my "PLATOON"-pose pic D: Genocide who's camera where you holding?!!*

Video12

not available-censored- a bit paiseh leh =.=

Video13

Video14
*"Border" fun at the treetop walk**sorry Saiful don't get offended btw ^^; just playing around only~*

Video15
*nearing the end of the whole trip*

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST!! My favorite video of all
****PLEASE BE ADVICED, WATCH THIS VIDEO TO THE END****

thank you ^__^

**Yes it hurts and it still hurts though for your info**

Pictures will be coming soon on the next post thank you for being patience =)

All pictures by AFBA©,

A NEW PIECE IN ACTION~

2008-12-04T00:57:00.000-08:00

Well here as you can see I am currently on to smthg new and this was a request from Yiqin ^^;

anyway, here's a preview of it's pic in sketch:

DESCRIPTION:

* Well as you can see here, there are two guys in a hallway somewhere in a hospital. Rakon is holding a gun there trying to fight this guy whose name was Kamimaki =)~ Since both of them loves to kill [so called and so forth] thus, I've chose Rakon as a perfect match for this guy =D

And HOW IRONIC! Kamimaki is a member of a group of assasins called "Death Brigade". And surprisingly, Rakon's a Squad commander of his platoon which is also called "Death Brigade".

So as you can see here..... it's kinda of a coincidence for two individuals with a representation of the group named "Death Brigade". So it's kinda epic if you think from that perspective view =D

well anyway, lets not drag the presentation here's the pic =] :

AFBA,

PS: kamimaki has bunny ears [really]

Well what can I update/say?

2008-11-25T20:36:00.000-08:00

Ooook I am currently in class now and after getting caught for playing vietnam in class...

so...

yeah XD

WEll the reason why i didn't update this blog is because of 3 things >>>>

1. In school [I promised to blog in class but the problem is...a much interesting trend is arising where everyone is playing BF Vietnam!!! Without me??!! NO WAY MAN!! SUICIDE BOMBER HERE I COME!!! (in the game of course =/ )

2. Drawings. WIPs New stuff~ Project drawings~ what can i say more? =/

3. Driving lessons.... Yes I had passed my BTT and had applied for PDL and today my practice outside the road ^o^ ~ my FTT this December =) wish me luck ^^;

well that's all.

Other than that bye.... am doing my assignment in class now... and soon! VIETNAM!! LOL! Quang Tri map is funny with this guys in class ^^;

and me, suicide bomber all the way XD [was very funny!!!!]
haha

-lame-

bye now. Have new games everywhere needs to try out on all of them =D

AFBA

a day in malaysia

2008-11-03T07:39:00.000-08:00

Well yesterday went to Johor to meet my Makcik whom lived there.

It's been a long time since I haven't visited on any kampung houses n Malaysia, it just gives back memories when i was young I always played around that Rambutan tree with my cousin in that kampung ^^

-sigh- the good ol' days~

Well anyway, went to Angsana shopping complex in Johor, and also we ate at Singgah Selalu restaurant. The food was amazing =D. Flavor and all, of course i like the Shark fin soup the best ^^; but the Tahu goreng, the Tom yam soup! WOOHOO!! now i am feeling hungry =.=;

Maybe i should put up some pics soon =D

we head home around 9pm which is kinda late when we arrived at TUAS.
The jam to Singapore was long o__o but the funny thing is that there's no jam to malaysia at all ^^;

We arrived home at 12. Other than that, there's nothing more we can do than to head our beds and sleep for the whole night =.= [of course we take a shower first ^^;;]

AFBA,

Thursday, 30th October 2008

2008-10-30T00:52:00.000-07:00

16:00 hours, in school, class/lab,

I am bored in school...and I haven't done anything to do right other than play my PSP all day long -___-@

yeah DJ Max all the way! ...

-_______-~~~~~~

I think i need to refresh my mind.
Anyway, am getting too "mendak" now having to be in the lab in front of the comp the whole day/or play my PSP... it's really really... getting a little bit boring.

Not to mention i have my driving practical tomorrow! =.=

*sigh*

Oh well... I managed to draw something. Which is Nagova Raichev, i wonder if i should draw him again. Getting the nemesis back in action is really a handful =D

...to be continued

28th October, 2008

2008-10-28T07:23:00.000-07:00

Tuesday,

The aftermath of the hiking yesterday was quite an aching feeling -__-;

But heck! it was fun!

Anyway, didn't have much today, School was bored,
As usual u know me, Drawing is my passion! So yeah, lecturer talking, I draw, and sometimes people beside me, play psp...

What a life! ^^;

School was short.... but I've managed to give back Niz's mp3 on the way home. lol! forgot to give him back yesterday ^^;

I wonder if i should put video in here.... oh but i just Love to see Sai talking to the camera about a plant that is ... in a .... how can i say, giberish way of documentary ^^; ~ but hey! IT's COOL! =D

Maybe I should do that as a second thought <.<;

Friday will be my 2nd Practice circuit, and I think i can manage the acceleartion of the car this time i hope ^^;

*sigh* well anyways again, will be continuing to update more with pictures or just a simple life diary of today =D.

[Kinda think of it maybe i should start a journal like entry <.<; ]

AFBA,

Hiking trip to Mount Faber and hanging out in Vivo City

2008-10-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

Picture of the whole situation of today for the hiking [PS: I will be posting pics of the day posts (id there's any that is ^^;)]

So here's the pic arranged to descending order in time taken:
[Eg. pic1 is taken after pic2]

Pic 1

Pic 2

Well we were planning to cycle to east Coast on this day but a sudden change of plans made us not to carry out that first plan.

Time management-wise, if we ever go cycling in the afternoon to east coast from pasir ris it will be dark as we head home.

Hence, Niz came up of an idea to go for plan B which is hiking in Mount Faber and roaming around the park to the summit.

Here are some pictures i took before the hike. I had taken my Zuhur prayers at genocide's house so.... it was left to Aziz to do his prayers in one of the mosque owned by the Johor State in Singapore ^^; [how ironic].

So we began our journey at "i don't know what time it was" and climb that stairs to mount Faber Park.

It's quite a tiring journey [for me since I have not train my self for hiking for the past 2 years =.=;] but we made it to the top. the scenery was beautiful and one of the videos I've managed to capture a lightning strike when it was about to rain heavily.

It poured down on us and lucky for me I brought a poncho which, kinda protected my bag from any water coming into my bag, so, pretty much, all electronics are save this time =D.

After a few walks we reached to the summit of faber hill. And soon, we change our course for the treetop walk, which is pretty "thrilling" if u walk through those small gaps of the walkway, it appears as if you're flying and soon, make yourself very dizzy if you're scared of heights ^^;

had fun over there in different ways, different perspectives. But all came down to us being fooling around like Maniac on a roller coaster ride. ~ LOL!

After we reach the end of the treetop walk, we reach the alexander bla bla bla [i don't what they call it], and soon we start making decisions either we should continue our walk further or we should head back to Harbour Front, take our Asar prayer, and have our dinner at the hawker centre nearby.

But as we waited for Maghrib to come, we "Lepak" around Vivo and Niz, Aziz, Geno and Sai hook themselves up on timezone in Vivo while I go for my lone hunt for FOOD! lol~ [but i only manage to get 2 packs of Oreas =/ (fair enough actually)].

I soon got a call that Niz, Geno, Aziz and Sai are already on their way to the mosque leaving me behind[ well sorry guys transmission was lacking on the area i was roaming in vivo ^^;].

I've managed to reach the mosque on time for Asar prayers and Maghrib. Thus, after we had our prayers, we straight away head our final course for Dinner!

Got my self a Thaksin Beef Noodle, (*see top pic*) and Niz, Aziz ate Nasi Pataya, while Sai, Nasi ayam penyet. Geno? same as me.

After we finish our meal, we "Lepak" again! and this time talk about a girl at their work place last year, which, sadly, I was not involved ^^;.....

....

I felt left out actually -___-@

anyway! After that we head for home. We took the bus 10 to Tampinese interchange and Aziz gone in the middle of the route, we take our bid farewell to our remaining comrades.

I had to take a separate route of bus no. 15 where it will take me directly near my house. And so, we left.

And yeah tiring day...

Even now as I am typing this, I feel damn tired -___-~~

AFBA,

have a nice day and good nite ^^;

MY BLOG WILL LIVE ONCE AGAIN!!

2008-10-26T08:24:00.000-07:00

YES people... we have good news!! Indeed!

=D

Yes! I will be reviving my blog again, and thus, reports of my everyday life will be written here once again =D

I find it Dead at first because no one rarely visits my blog but now... It will all change ^^

Well first things first, I would gladly say to myself "Welcome Back!" Since I have been away and inactive, I will try my best to at least develop this blog into smthg a little bit better ^^;

We have new Sig here, and to our new mascot of my new revived blog! HELENA SHUZZELL =D Yes, my own Originally Created Character [OC]. And to begin with this blog entry, there's none For the moment but Since now I am studying IT, most probably i might be doing things in the IT lab everyday =D and if not my laptop... but heck with it! I am active once again ^^

Many sorrows and joy had passed and now I will rewrite it all over again but this time.... about my ITE life =D [It's sucks and fun altogether =.= (i don't know what to describe this any further)]

How ironic indeed, I was active in Deviantart, and since it's almost slow down by today's mundane busyness =/ I am inactive over there and than active in here ^^; [weird practice indeed]

Ok! maybe I'll start posting new posts and pics tmrw, where me and my comrades, Commander Genocide, Niz, .... Sai [or Blax(ah wat the heck! Sorry dude i forgot abt your nick =__=;;; )] and our newly recruited member of our usual Expeditions, the ever Marine-fan Aziz [the few, the proud, the Marines] ^^;

Hope you all will be active in blogging too =D I'll see your blogs too this days ^^ so watch out for tags doods! =D

AFBA,
Cheeriyo ^_^>

LAST MINUTE announcement: Oh and this blog will be my 2nd Deviantart.... so you will be expecting new Manga/anime drawings from me in this blog =D

Punggol cycling trip~

2008-03-07T08:07:00.000-08:00

well hadn't much of a revival though~ but anyways, lets begin with the first minor post without pics.

Ok here is what we do...

In the morning, Azhar and Hanis has left to meet me at my block to rendezvous with Saiful at his house.

Se we met him at his void deck, took a picture, and we sat off to our journey to Punggol.
It was a short journey in the early morning till noon as we have to past through the DANGER zone on the small route to Sembahwang, Hougang, Sengkang and Punggol.

But before we even reach the beginning of the DANGER route...

Saiful's bike handle broke down and so we have to go back and retrieve for a better bike and equipment.

Hanis and myself where ok, so we headed towards IKEA to have our Zuhur prayers at the surau there.

After that...we head for GIANT's food court to buy ourselves Yong Tau Fu for lunch.

And after that, the clock has strucked 3pm. So, we met with Azhar and Saiful back at the bus stop. on that moment we begin our journey to Punggol.

Well the journey was rough/fun/"OK" so far until we arrived at the section of a small lane towards Punggol Jetty. over there, we commence our ROUGH AND TOUGH route towards that heap of jungle.

[But I wont continue from here on since I don't feel any... feeling in writing this part down. Or not I will begin to rise my negative impact on the patriotism of ths GOD FORSAKEN nation]

oh well, pics will come at the next post ^^

Saiful and Hanis made their way back home via taxi...while me and Azhar, head back home through the same route at night and we were like....OUT OF 4 COMRADE IN THIS JOURNEY, ONLY 2 SURVIVED! :)

well we got back home safely and that what matters most.

Alhamdullillah~

AFBA,

Это - то, что я собираюсь говорить сегодня

2008-01-28T20:29:00.000-08:00

Хорошо, как название сказал. Я - афтерол, не собираясь писать что - нибудь на английском языке.

Так, там Вы имеете это... Русский язык =/

Между прочим, если русский может понять то, что я говорю хорошо, я не могу сказать ничто кроме слушать повторные слова, я скажу,

что Вот - то, что я хочу сказать: "Все те, которые проклинал меня, заставили меня пострадать, бакстаббед меня, так как я был в Средней школе. УМРЕТ В КОГДА-ЛИБО ГОРЯЩЕМ АДСКОМ ОГНЕ!!"

Это - весь ~

АФБА, [AFBA]

Here is what I wrote in DA~

2008-01-25T05:10:00.000-08:00

feel free to check it... but I do warn you guys here though, that...this DA journal contains many "F" words ^_^

http://afba.deviantart.com/journal/16559710/#comments

oh~ and... please, if you want to know how I felt after that...is all in the comments~ It may sounds weird though ^^; but... what the hell! other than that, can check my deviations...

Oh, BTW, most probably will be active there, not here ^^; (My mood for drawing manga and anime style is kicking back ^__^)

PS: don't worry about me guys, I am fine now... My anger and sorrow lasts for a minimum of up to 12 hours or less ^^; not exceeding. Unless, someone...

aaaaaargh forget it ^_^; that is all~

AFBA,

East Coast Park trip~

2008-01-12T22:24:00.000-08:00

Well, sorry guys didn't had time to update my blog yesterday ^^;
So I will begin what I know much of the whole journey~

12th January 2008, Saturday
14:45hrs

We begin our trip to Tampinese Sun plaza park. We sat out our journey to East Coast through the park connector from Pasir Ris to Bedok Reservoir. As we cycled with 4 of us... we embark on a journey...that left my handphone wet...and my clothes super wet ^^ ~lol

We went on to Tampinese...through the connector to Bedok Reservoir.

As we reached Bedok reservoir, we had cycled for 5km. Upon reaching the reservoir, we continued to our main journey to East Coast by going through the Bedok North Connector.

Here's some clips to ease how the first part of connector is:

PS: (EH MIZ-san and GENO-san...I think I got the glimpse of the girl you talked about! LOL!!)

And here's when we crossed the overhead bridge upon reaching Bedok North:

LOL!(don't mind about the girl's HP number~)

After that..we continued on till we reached Bedok South and pressed on till finally we've met with the end of Bedok Connector...

From there, we take the East Coast Park connector which I think I had some videos of the journey...lol

here it is:

Well after that scene...we went into the underpass and here's another video of it:

well here are also some pictures inside the underpass:

After our impatience,

We got out of the underpass and continue cycling towards Bedok Jetty(well our objective was complete, so it doesn't matter where we go after that.)

At Bedok Jetty we rest and looked at the scenery.. Here are some photos and videos taken... at the jetty ^^:(But My hair was weird when I got there...) lol!

here it is(some videos and photos):

And here is my personal favorite:

Miz-san with the Sea and the Sky

After that, we went to continue our trip back home.

But on the way back home we were soaked wet by the rain^^;

As we pushed on towards the raging rain downpour and the flooded roads~ we cycled like we never cycled before on the heavy rain~ LOL! It was fun man! Wish we could do that again ^^

But making sure there are tight ziplock bags next time~ lol~ cause my phone was wet .__.

Here's a picture of an Airbus A380, (the largest commercial plane in the world) landed in Changi Airport:

and here's another video upon wanting to eat at Changi Village:

Well upon reaching Changi Village hawker centre, Miz-san and Geno-san and Saiful, went on their own way back home...

While I stayed behind and ate some Nasi Ayam Penyet Changi ^o^(It was DELICIOUS!!) lol!

well reaching home was tiring...because my wet Jeans made it heavy~

Well that's all~ and after finishing tis update... I will end with my most favorite photo during the trip, a scenery:

My mom's new blog (check it out!)

2008-01-11T03:25:00.000-08:00

Yup this is my mom's new blog

http://rbm18260.multiply.com/

Don't forget to check it out dudes ^o^

AFBA,
(Admin)~lol

DRUM ROLL PLEASE!!

2008-01-06T22:11:00.000-08:00

The moment this blog has been waiting for and me well, I finaly got my freakin Scanner working ^o^

And here's my first new doodle of Helena in pencil and scanned and edited in Photoshop Elements~

PS: well it is a doodle, so it may look sucky^^

lol!

enjoy~ =)

Oh yeah, my story is still in progress~ so may not draw some stuffs other than the page

AFBA,

Saturday, 5th January 2008

2008-01-05T06:05:00.000-08:00

OK~

Today went out with Geno-san, Miz-san, and AFBAII (my brother whom will inherit the AFBA title as no. 2)

Today went to watch "I am LEGEND"

and this is my criticism>>> WHAT A BORING MOVIE O<

NO GORE!!

LOL

was expecting NC16, (c'mon men! I am 17!! I want to see some hardcore action or gore!!)
lol

Anyway, it was fun watching the movie with everyone ^^

Will never have the same feeling as watching with groups than alone.

After the movie, we had gone to masjid Al-Falah to have our Asar prayers.
After that, we went our seperate ways.

Miz-san and Geno-san has left, now only my brother and I left alone onward towards Kinokuniya to see some manga's

After that, went to KFC in the B1 level.

I bought 3 chicken and AFBAII got himself nachos... LOL!
But bought take aways and ate it outside.

While eating at the stairs outside food junction... A British lady said this "Good luck on your food ^^" with a smile~ =/

anyway, that made me surprised by why she said that ^^; forgot to reply to her "thank you" or something.

On the way back...

I was tired...standing on the train while on my three, six, and nine...all hugging and kissing =3=

WTF?!!

Anyway, got home looking tired... but my dad ask me to clean that, clean this....and all those stuff.

Tired form going out, tired from getting home =3=

no wonder its best I prefer to stick at home!

He never ask me that if I stayed at home >.<

AFBA
Today was fun, thanks Mis-san and Geno-san

Oh one more thing! DEATH TO ALL SPYWARES!! BURN AND BURN IN HELL!! HACKERS DIE!! (the bad hackers)

Wednesday, 2nd January 2008

2008-01-01T21:20:00.000-08:00

Well well,

I had a discussion with my mom about ther results.
We talked and talked while eating until from a peaceful discussion turned bad.

I hate her!

She does all she can do is criticise nag...and say of what she think!

I HATE HER!!

Well anyway, she talks about me getting a job...

saying that i never made a move to call the agent and saying wasting time.

She says things that gave me a deep, deep, very deep chill of saying sue things that I won't make it to my courses that I want(poly)

I hate her!

Same as my dad!

I hate my family!

But I really wish I could achieve that course of mine from those, humans that want the course that I want.

I will never give up of my dream!

I shall hold it to the end even if ignoring my parents suicidal words!

Hate, hate, HATE!! is what I am thinking now~

The anger T^T

how frustating!

I want to begin my script and pages...

But my mom prevented me to achieve this!

She thinks what she is saying is helping me.

But Its actually NOT!!!

It made me very close to my ideals of achieving my dreams no matter what!!!

I will force my way even criticism is everywhere!
"DEVILS" that are stopping me to achieve my dreams...

I will greatly ignore for eternally.

I will never forgive them if they did the unthinkable to me.

They'll pay for what they had made me suffer!

I'll show them~

That this dream of mine can be achieved by my own will if I work into it and when I overcome this laziness.

I am trying hard to stop this laziness if not for my shyness!

I hate myself!!

My attitude is what I hate! MY MOM's attitude is what I hate!
My BROTHER's SETANIC attitude is what I GREATLY DISPISED!! If he was not my brother, I shall have kicked him and treat him like garbage! Stupid Imbicile!

I hate the attitude of my family!!!

Now, a new year, hatred is what I am feeling....

How horrible it is to start a day. T_____T

Tuesday, 1st January, 2008

2007-12-31T17:15:00.000-08:00

Right not much of a new year though...

Its just an added number in their calender,
not ours ^^;

Thus, I don't celebrate or see it a big thing...

Anyway, Happy new year to all ^_^

"Tagging along is the best thing you can do"~

Today:

*Will begin to start the very first page of my story...

and I hope it will turn out what I expect it to turn, a better design and art.

I didn't quite practice a lot this days, but, the basic thing that I remembered was anatomy.
I have to practice anatomy to get things right. Furthermore, I have a habit of not finishing the concept pieces to the finish!

I should change that attitude.

Anyway, wil be out today, probably with Geno-san.

I think I can't say anything for today other than this:

"If you want to stay old, stay out of the road."
"Be yourself. Don't be a slave to public perceptions"
"Life is precious. Living is meaning. Death is wasted. Truth is waiting"
"A Clever and smart person doesn't mean he is intelligent, but those whom has experience is the intelligent one"

AFBA
[end message]

Thursday, 27th December 2007

2007-12-27T02:47:00.001-08:00

This is what I did today, going out to Funan to get another new LCD tv and a new Compaq laptop. Everything was well and calm day, just that, I usually bring along my Handphone when I go out with my family to relax in the car and get inspiration while listening the music and watching out of the window.

But today, I forgot to bring the headphone. So i was bored.

Other than outing, we had KFC with my brother. While having lunch, some chinese sat at the corner of the table with their son... well, nothing special, but the thing is that they did a small prayer that is a bit strange for me. As always, I like to respect other religion on this kind of situation, so I kept quite and do my buiseness. But, something else is getting my way of ignoring, my brother~

He always gets things to trouble and this was a bad thing, because I had done something rashly in public in Ikea by shouting "FUCK YOU!!!" all out loud scaring the shit out of the boy beside me.

I should feel ashamed but he, my brother, caused so many shame to me that i no longer can feel it.

I felt terrible being a brother.

Anyway, I had a new idea of a scene yesterday. It was a scene that I will keep it secret for a while. And this secret is what I had discussed with Geno-san yesterday^^. "The cat which sleeps beside you"~ that's the scene I called it.

Back to topic:

After going out. I played ArmA a little. Its a great game, if you are interested in combat simulation that is^^.

Tonight I may be playing Maple story since I kinda like that game not because of it is interesting, but because it is fun in sociality, for me.

That is all for today, and oh!~

Here's a list of blacklisted sonavabich:

* The MALAY group that attacked my cousin with Katanas
* The Slow RAM
* My laziness

PS: I've finally got a job vacancy with the help of my cousin ^o^... But the only problem is, should I act now by calling the job... or should I wait? That is the thing that's bothering me.

And I need to upgrade my RAM to 2GB! My comp is fucking lag with the low 512mb ram -___-

~A poetic tryout~ ^^; (quite sux) (anyway, have fun decoding it)

2007-12-15T01:15:00.000-08:00

Shall not you desire
For this Untold story left alone
Till dark they gather
For the Light of Moon shines

The' hold the burden of the' past
Not shall' they touch the'
For they not know
What lies beneath the land

Fortune nor Loyalty
Selfishness what drives the'
Not that they shall understand
But thou' not live here dies

The Stone of Joy
Take forth to the eternal slumber
rise the' Land of Sins
There fall the Land

Shall not say more
Thou' some will be misguided
By the' message of Confusion
Be warned for those whom not understand~

*Well not from any religious scripts or prophecy or anything, and don't take it as if it is real...

This is a fantasy poet that I made up...not in this world...

Anyway, try to decifer the code in this poem than you will may understand... a bit of what I meant earlier~

(Not in this blog) =P

Back from PENANG and KL~

2007-12-14T07:25:00.000-08:00

Alrite here what I did on the 10th December 2007~

0600hrs:

~ We woke at around 0500hours and was prepared at approx. 0600hours.

~ All were silent as we left for departure, even the atmosphere was intense.

0630hsrs:

~ At this time, we're on the road to Woodlands checkpoint.

~The weather was calm and bluish gray(going to rain)

0700hrs:

~ On the Causeway, and enrouting to eat breakfast at "Datang Selalu" warong in Johore Bahru.

0900hrs:

~In the Highway from Johor to KL.

~I've got a toothache (aww) but it calms down near the afternoon.

1255hrs:

~Still in the Highway(I tell ya my legs are numb for the whole journey)

~ AND THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF SCARE! 5 ROAD ACCIDENTS WERE SPOTTED A LONG THE WAY. BUT LUCKILY ALL WERE MINOR..

. I tELL YA ONE LUCKY GUY DIDN"T DIE OUT THERE BY GETTING OFF A BRIDGE O__O; IT WAS SOOO DAMN CLOSE TO DEATH.

Alhamdullilah he didn't plunge to death...

That was scary...now~ to the topic ^^;

1300hrs:

~ In KL (highway)

~ Will not stay there cause My dad have to rush to rendevouz with his friend, in Penang Island

1745hrs:

~Finally!! PENANG BRIDGE!! LONGEST IN SOUTH EAST ASIA AND ITS DAMN F****** LONG!!!

....

*OK! I'll stop there for some reason...

I am lazy...and because its not detailed in my PDA (journal)

I can't write it all down~ BUT!

I didn't waste my 25 RM on my PC game search in Johor o__o"

what a waste~

Oh...Pictures will come in a few days after my dad has finsihed uploading all the photos that I've took on his powerful SONY camera~

*man I love that camera!! SONY for the world!!!!

Aftermath~

2007-12-09T05:40:00.000-08:00

What will it be like if Singapore is to be struck by a Nuclear weapon?

Not to mention...

ICBM's

Inter-Continental Ballistic Missile that could destroy multiple CITIES with just one missile~

The most feared weapon in the world!...

If one superpower nation possesed this weapon... its enemies will live in fear thus, re-enacting reviving the Cold War once again.

Striking FEAR to the hearts of every men and woman in that Country.

But... that is just a fantasy ^_^

No leader will do such a thing...

or is it?

Think again...

What makes a leader?

Especially if its a political one...

What makes it run?

But could this leader?.... Be sane for the rest of his life?

I don't think so...

Humans, they have the tendency to forget, mistaken, ignorant, arrogant, selfish, greedy, angry, and etc...

But most important feeling that some will encounter is...

Insane!

What can cause people to go insane or berserk or whatsoever?

Simple...

1. Fear

2. INsane as in, the braincells and the functions of the brain has stopped functioning in order and mostly caused by too many reactions on its front brain were the thoughts of REACTION was mostly felt. (Anger)

3. Drinking alcoholic beverages or anything that contains alcohol...that could lead to the "HIGH" feeling~ such as drugs. This is the highest possible chances of killing braincells~ causing the person to be, "nyanyuk"

Now, the first one, FEAR, is most probably by too many stress...

Too many as in...

Uncountable actions that one person has to do...

or, that his problems is no longer possible to solve.

A very simple way to get INsane~

Me?~ well, you could say.... I am insane,

cause I see people as foolish as they were...

HAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

All living things will die in the end!

AND NO ONE SHALL LIVE ETERNALLY!!

That's the fate.

You may read this today...and the next day, you may die. Depends, on GOD's will.

But for now, let us just hope for a peaceful living ^_^

and that all live peacefully, (but there will still be war in this world)

Have your precious time with your family while you can...

That's the only thing that I can say.

Other than that, be prepared for the inevitable truth~

(Life is short, as so what they say)

Tango's down

2007-12-02T02:33:00.000-08:00

"Tango's down" ~ "you got 'em sir" ~ "Have ya seen muppets before lads? It ain't funny till yer shooting down muppets" ~ "We have man down! Man DOWN!" ~

*now the very best phrase of this game~*

"R...P...G!!!!!"

Well I can't stop thinking of those words and phrases used in this Magnificent B****** Game EVER!!

COD4 also known as(aka) - Call Of Duty 4 : Modern Warfare

Since the past years, COD has been set on a time of WWII. Now, it fast track time to ever amazing realm of Depleted shells, ICBM's, Laser Designated Airstrikes, and the all new revolutionised american AC-130 (used on a C-1 HERCULES) gunship(aside that, you can control the BIG guns of this magnificent pile of metal on the air armed with a 45mm Vulcan, 80mm field gun, and a 150mm Artillery(depleted shells) guns which is used for the long-range Howitzers that will obliberate a T-80 in a second. That's what it did in the game.

Call of duty was famously known as a number 1. game in regarding War and Politics. And now, it sets us to the more fictionous side of a Chernobyl chrisis war criminal... a Russian named Imran Vakerov~ yeah, he's a muslim that linked to the Middle East.
I'll tell the whole story of the game later~

The GAME:

Well, COD has changed its gaming engine to a much realistic visuals that you can be fooled by its detail(VERY) in-game graphics. Other than visual, gameplay drastically pull you into the battlefield.

As those war lovers, this is the must-buy-one game and if not...you will never experience a game where you will see hostage situation(Shoot at your decision), Sniper kill of VIE(very important enemy) and of course~ all war realism ~ massive blood splatters on walls and realistic shots. Never in my life have I experienced this intance of playing this game.

But sadly, as a muslim, the story was set on Middle East where Nationalist arabs took control of the Southern Middle East and bringing chaos to the arab world. The game atmosphere was like Blackhawkdown, but the place, is way in Middle East.

But there is good news though, no mosque landmarks were detected in the game ^^; so it is kind of safe of not bombing a building that is sensitive

Why I say that?

well, like I said, REALISM...

you shoot an RPG-7 in the building a wall collapse killing the TANGOs(enemys) inside

UBERCOOL!

battle experience was also felt...

the movement of the way the player moves, the allies supporting, while reloading a weapon in a midst of bullets flying overpass... it was as if, you were really the guy holding that M4A1 shooting some guys with AK-47s ~

Magnificent!! UTTER MAGNIFICENT!! NO REGRETS!! BUY THAT GAME I TELL YA! YOU REGRET IF YOU DON"T BUY >=O

first~ must have PS3~ bwahahahaha!

PS: you won't feel the pleasure of playing this game though...if you use a normal TV =p.

You have to buy a plasma TV or an LCD TV to experience this game experience. or not, you will play a pixelated game~ SERIOUSLY! so if you want better experience and pure 100% entertainment, GET AN LCD/PLASMA TV FIRST AFTER BUYING PS3 TO PLAY THIS GAME!!

THIS GAME IS HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!

but price tag = $98 in the market..buy at Tampinese , $80 ^o^

(I am sooo damn lucky)

off to play COD4 again soon^o^ (even though I've completed the game)

My best chapter is at Chernobyl, that place reminds me of Resident evil dudes~ check that out.

You're a sniper with your captain btw, follow his instructions and you will survive. THIS GAME SOOOO ROX!!!

I'll SAY AGAIN !!

ROX!!! CALL OF DUTY 4 FOR THE WORLD!! excluding the story in M.E

^^;;

signed, AFBA

*how exciting! ^o^ its like a movie*

[end transmission]

*twik*

"tango's down"

*twik*

*.....*

I had a dream~ and also regarding my story(manga)

2007-11-26T01:02:00.000-08:00

Well not anything auspicious or what...

It's just that, I had this dream of a dream~ weird

The dream was me dreaming in my dream. I was sleeping and in the dream world I am dreaming too^^; LOL!

ok~ enough of dreams~ now inspirations.

Today (26th November 2007)

I had created a new character for my story. The character is a she. As some of you know that my story is regarding War, Love, Friendship, Leadership, Trust, and last but not least, Betrayal.

Well not catchy for that sounds^^;; but all that is included in the story and the basis of it. Mostly its regarding war. The first time I create this story was about politics of how a Nation with the lack of order fighting with another. Too simple!

Later, I revolutionized the story into something which today's conflict popular at, Corruption.

The storyline is most probably dated in 2015+ where new generation armored vehicles known as, Tank Walkers, rule over the tanks. MBTs may have the same power but the walker tanks has the mobility to go through rough terrains without having problems on "caterpillars".
A normal tank will have problems on terrains which are too muddy or when its catterpillar is stuck on the ground. Well might be the same to the Tank Walkers but with a smaller base and a fictionous new Aileron system, the tank has the ability to move and stabilise its heavy weight to the mechanical legs... (Powered by a powerful hydraulic systems which can lift approximately 1000 tons of weight and more) ...easily like human legs.

This has nothing to do with the objective of the story though^^~

The objective of the story is mostly focused on one thing in particular, BGMW, Bio-Genetically Modified Weapon, or simply said, GM weapon.

The GM is an addon to a human organs which allows the "specimen" to have amazing powers that no ordinary human could bare with the overwhelming strength.
However, those who has this GM in them died in the early stages. In the story, three GM humans survived the test, making them the first ever humans to withstand such changes in the lowest possible conditions.

The research program was later not known to any foreign countries other than the primary National control Research and Development Bureau by the ERA.

ERA stands for European Republican Alliance. Consisting of all West Europe excluding Great Britain. Germany, French, Hungary, Spain and other western europe is under the ERA.

Germany hold the responsibility of all the West European nation. If one Nation is in trouble or having problems, Germany has to take action for the call. The same as EU~ but Eu however, is a second-party organisation. ERA is consisting of all the Republican nation in western europe. Hence, that is why it was called, ERA, the European Republican Alliance.

Well that will be it~ I won't tell the whole concept since it is still will be a secret to the public^^~

Open house

2007-11-22T02:49:00.000-08:00

Well i can't simply put this any simpler but... There will be no open house in the future^^;

sorry guys but the only open house that is "operational" is of the last one...

anyway, this is my blog so i will start of what I did today~ or what I would like to think.

22nd November 2007,

In the past one week~ I've been playing Metal Gear Solid Portable Ops Plus in my PSP and I had a bloody time trying to get my freaking ass out of that EXTREME! Level in the game~ i know, it doesn't matter here~ but i just feel like wanting to write it down besides~ its my favorite game ^^ ~ what else i should not like?

In a month time I'll be out to KL. Will be passing by to Genting but will not stay there in one of the hotels.

Well, the plan was to go to Genting only...but the sudden change of misfortunate plans that my bro wants to go to Sunway Lagoon. "That's the moment where everytime everyone will say lets go there lets go here" and no subject has changed! (I think I am too paranoid ._.)

Anyway, My younest brother's birthday has just passed and lucky him... he gots a telescope ._.

Well, he doesn't use the telescope much but my other brother uses it differently .___.;;

Instead of looking up...he looks at other ppl block and that really pisses me off D<

peeping at ppl is no good and I had to stop it~(paranoid again)

anyway, the second time...

I am quite busy this days~ after vacation, I'll be continuing to journey to find....yes....a job.

Anime:

Well now the newest anime that I would like to watch now and than is Black Lagoon...

It's not an old anime nor a new one. but it's just fine^^

Well now, off to have a shower but do note...I'll try my best to update this blog as soon as possible^^;; but aside that... enjoy this Black Lagoon OT(opening theme) ^-^

Two more days and the O-levels will be over ^o^

2007-11-04T04:24:00.000-08:00

anyway,

today is Sunday,

I didn't had much on to Social Studies but anyway, was online to get some answers for the possibilites of SS qns in the O level's paper.

For this past two weeks, I have been wondering...

Can I make it in this exam?
Can I achieve my dream goal to graduate to poly?
Can I do this even with the least possible chances of getting A2 or B3...

But all this, I can only pray and hope.

My English was OK!
My Math, left some qns but, not majority hence, ok....
My Science...will 100% be depending in the paper 1 and 2... paper 1 this coming tuesday 0800hours.

My History(Full) ... will be depending on that 85%

*sigh*

Well anyway, wish me luck for tomorrow than ^_^

oh and everyone too...

Inshaallah, we will triumph to the top ^-^

5/2 THE BEST!! (NARUTO FEVER!!) ^o^

2007-10-15T01:47:00.000-07:00

NARUTO FEVER! YEAH!!! ^^

AKEM
AKEM #02
ZUL
MAHATIR (MADIR) aka ...?
ME??! ZABUZA O_O WTH?
ZUL
AKEM #03

Yeah,

pretty much 5/2 is the BEST class man!! NARUTO ROX!!! WOOOOOT!!!!

countdown~

2007-10-09T01:35:00.000-07:00

O-levels in a weeks time ETA 9 days~

This blog shall freeze forever (temporarily) except for some videos which I will upload later on^^;

THE ADMIN,
AFBA

Again... doodles

2007-09-22T02:21:00.000-07:00

Long have I've waited for this day when I can put my doodle here.

Mwahahaha!! ^_^

Enjoy~

NOT!!
^_^

an after B'day celebration for me! kekekeke!! ^_^

Another day...

2007-09-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

Right,

After what I typed previously on the previous post...
Planned to end it^^;

Ok,

17th September 2007

My preliminary is still going on and I am suppose to be studying like what my MSN slogan states^^; "Why am I here? Shouldn't I be studying?" ^^;

Anyway, after gaining religious knowledge since yesterday... my mind was calm and confident ^^

But, it made me confuse in the beginning...but in the end after certain thinking, it all make sense to me.

argh!
That shouldn't be bothered as human minds has certain limits to understanding things.
Including me, but my certainty is 100% full-proof.

Today had collected 6 "bubur masjid"
and some remaining three are kept for sahur =)

Today was a fine and windy day...except for somethings that occured this morning^^

Right!

Just got back from tuition...was sleepy(damn sleepy =_=@)

But still gotta hang of it^^;

Anyway, day is neutral and its quite dull sometimes^^;;;;;;;;

AFBA singing off~ peace

The misinterpretation of Al-Quran by non-believers

2007-09-14T02:24:00.000-07:00

Mostly, this issue was regarding my debate aganst an Atheist(whom doesn't believe in the existence of God) whom pinpoint and tried to prove that our Al-Quran has a scientific error under Surah Al-Mukminun ayat 14

The surah was regarding embryology.

If you read the surah, it translated in English "alaqa" as "clot".

Now let us understand the arabic meaning of "alaqa":

1) leech-like (notice it also resemblence an embryo clinging to the wall of a mother's womb)
2) Extention thingy (still can be described a stage where the cord begin to form between the womb and the embryo[foetus])
3) A blood clot (which i will describe in details now)

Ok what the Atheist pipoint to me was that...a blood clot could not grow and can never grow because it is a clot.

Well which is of course in language terms is correct.

If you don't believe me, check the Al-Quran with Tafsiran regardless Malay or English you see "clot" and for Malay it states.

Al-Mu'minun Ayat 14:
"Kemudian mani itu Kami jadikan [segumpul darah], lalu [segumpul darah] itu Kami jadikan sepotong daging, lalu sepotong daging itu Kami jadikan tulang, lalu tulang itu Kami bunkus dengan daging, kemudian dia Kami ciptakan makhluk yang lain(manusia yang sempurna). Maka Maha suci Allah yang sebaik-baik menciptakan"

Well if you compare with the English word "clot" and "segumpul darah", what do you see? Any difference my muslim brothers and sisters? there is...

What the Al-quran trying to say here is a compiled blood(healthy blood) not as a clot(dead blood), but veins formed(which represents the pile of blood formed together) as the word "alaqa".
(which is scientifically proven veins forming in the fertiled egg attached to the womb of the mother)

The misinterpretation here is that,

People just read directly from the Tafsir, mostly English, and saw this "clot" which is dead blood cells formed together. And the non-believers saw this and never come to a conclusion and think deeper.

*If you notice when you read the Tafsir of Al-Quran, the sentenced formed were like poems. And they were. Seriously, that's it sounded like a melody to my ears^^

*TO the non-believers(can use as General Knowledge)
To understand Islam, you need three things... read the

(1) Quran

plus,

(2)Hadith(the original one and not the crooked one) (search for under Imam Hanafi, that's the correct one)(this is a teaching from our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w of the Al-Quran)

(3) Aqidah(you need this to understand the whole concept of Islam...)

IN YOUTUBE:
A jew insulted our errors inferring with the unprovable evidence translation in English.

Believe me, I know Jews can be very clever(like the famous Albert Einstein)...but their evil laugh in that Youtube I just saw is very too convincing of the rest of their kind....

"You can't believe how sinister he laughed"...its as if he is Satan himself...

Try watching the errors in Al-quran and there is one Jew whom laughed at our mistake like a Satan...

I said "Oh My God!"/ "Ya Allah!Astaughfirullah!"

I can't believe this... a Jew making fun of our errors? and they even made DIY videos of false information that our Prophet Nabi Muhammed s.a.w beheaded Christians and Jew for Sport???! It so untrue.
(I've checked History of the prophet and the previous info of battles, and it states that the Prophet never beheaded their prisoners which are mostly Jews and one battle against the invading Romans...not a single one was beheaded. In fact, were spared an treated as equal with the rest of the Islamic soldiers, as a human being.)(This battles under Muhammed mostly were meant for defence)

I tell you this viewers of my blog...

Our prophet never had beheaded anyone. In fact, he never touched and seathed a single sword when he invade Mecca "Makkah" filled with Jews...

Our prophet is peace loving and this Jews...out of anger came out of a ridiculous lie which is totally untrue. And the Islamic History and other non-Islamic history of Mohammed s.a.w never had mentioned our prophet beheading a Christian or a Jew.

In fact, under his(muhammed s.a.w) teachings he teaches us to respect other religion and try to be reasonable.

But this Jews...

I can't say but Allah has really punished them and let them outcast to one country only. which is Israel... but they seemed proud of it all thanks to the US support. =__="

*Do note,the DIY and false info, even a christian criticise the false info of that Jew making it up.

This is why...Media is a strong Propaganda.
I don't trust a single one of it.
Even if it is biased about Islam...to understand is not by Media.

It is by what you've learned and compare.
I have compare the Bible, I have even compare the Christians believes and Muslim believes... the Christians say that "Jesus was sent as a son of God because God wants the people to at least understand his teachings in a different entity"(well sounds like more of a job of a prophet don't you think?)

But the only thing that comes up in my mind about this is that...

The Al-Quran has stated that Jesus(PBUH)(Peace Be Upon Him) was born from the virgin Mary, or Mariam in arab, to be sent as a messenger and not as God.

Because if you see here>>>> God(DIVINE) wants his teachings to be sent down on Earth, created a human being(Jesus) from the womb of Mary whom has never been touched by a single male. (If God can create ADAM from earth...why not Jesus from the womb? am I right? it will be easy to God) well what's the point of all this?

The Christians believed that Jesus is the Son of God because god created Jesus in a unique and miraculous way...(this explanation has been explained from somewhere above the paragraph.)...well think this>>>How can a human being be god? If the christians believed that God passes down his divine powers to Jesus...because He just want to let the humans know that there is god...
why passes down to a human which made this my 100% full satisfactory of not seeing it the logical thing about Christianity. The flaw of this is that, it shows that God is weak!

GOD (ALLAH s.w.t) can't be weak.

A mere human mind is weak.

God is Divine, God thinking is way Highly Superior than anything in this universe because he's the Creator of the Universe.

This is why, I compared and believed that, after certain thinking...it all makes sense. Islam show things logically. Instead of giving God's divine powers to Jesus.
God created, do note, create the power which we call wahyu to Jesus(PBUH). That's why Jesus can revive someone...but not the dead. In christian it focuses on Jesus too much that God has become a second thing and that now they see God as weak(in our view)(because this is a human weakness that a God can't have which they have input)

Regarding the Atheist...I am fighting words with him and try to prove that there is God in this world.

Atheist believes in Science and all explanation of living as science. But what they haven't really truly understand is that...things in this world cannot be predicted or intepretted with science.

Eg: Natural Disasters

Science can only measure and detect them....

But science could not predict when it will strike...

Only Allah knows all.

In the Name Of Allah Most Gracious, Most Merciful...

In this holy month of Ramadhan we should not start a single anger or negativeness to this country and the world.

But I felt like crying...

Our teens....of this country and this world,

Has turned to the darkness and the influences of Western culture.

EMO, Punk, and all other western cultures which bring the negativeness to our religion.

This problems, had caused me to feel that, we should do something to this people before it is too late. Not the non-believers...

but to our own.

May Allah Guide Us To The Right Path.
Inshaallah,
Amin!

This is AFBA,
hoping a peaceful month of Ramadhan,

Assalammualaikum~
May Peace Be Upon You.

Last post of the month...please do not visit my blog if you want to watch this anime in day time in ramadhan hours is not recommended!

2007-09-12T07:12:00.000-07:00

Online Videos by Veoh.com

It's Elfen Lied...will watch it after breaking fast or after Ramadhan ^_^;

NOTE: don't watch this anime if you are fasting!!! You've been warned!

The day we go "LANing"

2007-08-31T05:14:00.000-07:00

Today gone to Tampinese mart to go LAN gaming with my frens.

The game...

Battlefield 2

The game that really pawned us and the game that really gave a true millitary feeling~

In that game today...had a Helicopter dogfight using FFARs^o^

One bloody guy with his extaordinary Commander gave a extreme and precisive maneuvere in obtaining the majority of the game!

WOW! It's like getting beaten by a full-time pro man O_O

"All units rendevouz in The Hotel area"
"Roger"
"WTF?! I'm shot!"
"air support on the way"
"abort abort abort"
"AAAAAARGH!"
"SHOOT DOWN THAT BIRD!!"
"all weapons on that bird!!"
"HEY! BOSS BATTLE SIAK! COBRA! COBRA!! SHOOT IT DOWN!!"
"THAT DAMN AH-1 COBRA IS IRRITATING SHOOT IT DOWN!!"
"BRING HELL TO AMERICA!!"
"RISE TO THE MEC!"
"ALLAHUAKBAR!"
"HEY! THAT BIRD IS GAINING ON ME!!"
"AAAARGH!"
"I DIED! WTH?!"

this is all the words in the game that I typed in there^^;

It so awesome...well the game was fun and off to BF vietnam...
The day was fun and our commander for the MEC NAZEEB uses lack of leadership knowledge as a commander^^; sorry dude^^;

well anyway, I would like to present our supreme "actual" commander >>>>GENOCIDE-san
aka

DIVINE LEADER!
HEIL!^_^

He will lead our BF2 team to a total victory under MEC (Middle Eastern Coalition)

For the preservation of MECs army!!

and geno-san!

hope to see you as a supreme leader and hope a very organised battle in the future^_^

THis is gonna be a hell of fun in the next battle with our supreme commander and a cooperative team.

A Master Seargent ranked BF2 player ~AFBA

and a aircrewman of the 171st FALKE division

An Anime I want to share with you guys~^^

2007-08-18T06:44:00.001-07:00

Well this anime is Full Metal Panic... A comedy animation

Freakin HILARIOUS

special message to Geno-san : Well I hope you will find this anime quite interesting though...^^ "Gundam seed" parody and one of the war live action dubbings (even though there's no violence^^;; , I need to make it publicly healthy)

Well I like this anime because its more to military...and furthermore, its ANIME!! What else do you not like this hilarious animation ^w^

WEll anyway enjoy...

(BEST VIEWED WITH MY MP3 PLAYER IN STOP MODE^^;)

well here's another one^^;

Birthday bash~"dog""inu""anjing" ^_^

2007-08-17T04:21:00.000-07:00

Fadhly's birthday bash...(quite a short video)

enjoy or be.. (well can't put it in words...I'm speechless)

Ketot power! 111

^^;

National Day

2007-08-08T23:27:00.000-07:00

9th AUGUST 2007

HAPPY BRITHDAY!! SINGAPORE!!!

YEEEAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

National day, a day of patriotic moments^^

But what's the point of being patriotic if I can't even celebrate this National Day like every citizen of a nation should?

Well, a solution^^

In this world of modern technology...Internet has spread its wings to information such as media, audio, news and etc. in this world of modern living...what else could you miss. Am I right?^^

As I am...using this computer/Internet...surfing the WWW(World Wide Web), I can't miss a thing of what is going on outside.

It is really a pure and perfect social living.
People communicate in MSN, e-mail, internet communication such as Skype. This things...huh, well why not enjoy it?^^

Why I am writing this?

Simple:

This is my self-reflection of living in a world where almost +80% of the people in Singapore has an Internet at home...Information of the outside is very easy to get in...or get out.

Some will abuse...
While some, will use it for a good use.

Me?

well I will most personally use this technology as a way of understanding my self.^^

That is all...

And to end this personal message~~ I will gladly say "Happy birthday...to our wonderful and ever-growing nation"

signed,
AFBA

What I've learned about life under Islamic teachings.

2007-07-29T05:28:00.000-07:00

Well actually first thing...this topic is regarding the topic I've learned in my Madrasah today.

It's about a case of one suicide whom is an alim(truthful). But he commited suicide with no reason.

Well the reason that my Ustaz gave me was that this subject was upon ranged into a madman. which means "dah jadi gila"

In Islam, when one person has lost his mind. He will be taken to heaven when he/she die.

But in this case...an alim becoming mad or gila is something odd or not natural...well actually there's three reason.

1) He may have chosen a wrong turn in his life. Because what i know in Islam, Destiny will run after choice. which means, you have choices in life but Allah has given us the road(destiny) of choices. In eg, imagine had two choices. One you go safe the guy. While the second you save your own. Do you get the picture from here?

If the person took the choice...he or she is be given the road(destiny) that Allah has given upon him/her in that choice he/she had chosen.

In short. Destiny comes after choice. Your life is run by choices in life. this choices of path God has chosen or created for us is the Destiny.

In this guy's case... he may chose the wrong choice. Well it is quite complicating to say though. But to all Muslim out there whom doesn't understand this, well I can't say i can explain this thoroughly though.^^; I just knew this, your life has choices and not run by only just destiny, but there's choice.

Well for this case.He goes to be punished because he chose the wrong choice.

But only Allah s.w.t knows where he will go and we all don't know.^^ Wallahualam

2) God make him go insane. Thus, he did the suicide because he cannot control himself because he's insane...DUH!!
Well in this situation he goes to heaven though.^^;

3) well in this matter...I can't define it here. Because it will may sounds to awkward to some^^;; so its a danger thus, skipped.

WEll that's all I can say about the one subject I've learned about DESTINY under Islamic teachings.

Pls, don't see me as someone whom is an Ustaz. This things are the topic I've learned today and it's dangerous though teaching Islam without the correct teaching with confirmation from MUIS~~^^;

To teach nowadays, you have to have a license from MUIS so it may be qualified to teach properly(which is correct and not like the teachings of those JI or Mujahedeen)
whom teaching is a bit awkward.

here's a quote :"To Learn is To Be With Someone to Teach(a teacher)"

which means (for muslims out there whom only learn from the Quran). To learn from the holy Quran, is to be teached by a teacher(Ustaz/Ustazah). But not to ordinary teachers though. This teachers has to be educated with the right teachings from the Hadith, Aqidah and Fiqh...this three knowledge are very important. If the teacher doesn't know any knowledge of this three...he/she is not qualified to teach.

This is the problem of Islam in the modern world of today.

Propaganda is a pain don't you think^_^~~ Luckily we are living in a world were truth are shown...and were we are not living in lies.(America is a good example of a propaganda nation, seriously)

But even so. Wallahualam. God knows~~ because what if we are still living with conspiracies~~ Than I am not sure what kind of world we are living.

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatu~~

pls, be reminded that Allah still love His creation. regardless of the person believes, Allah may forgive him/her regardless wether he is a "kafir". Because Allah is MOST GRACIOUS and MOST MERCIFUL~~ALLAH FORGIVES~~REMEMBER.

Revolution 1

2007-07-28T00:21:00.000-07:00

I had my day today...

Starting of the day kena scolding by Mr Collin. yes, my bad I didn't come early for physics and didn't pay attention and was staring to solve something which has already passed^^;(that was dumb)

well really didn't get that question but as you guys out there know me...

I am slow to get things thus, very very slow to pick up with "only" Mr Collins teaching... =P

well anyway, was really quite almost snapped back there<.<; my mind was having haywire inside and I was desperately trying to get it in hold>.<" and thank GOD!I finally got hold of it after Mr Collin change the subject ._." *phew!*

Well if I hadn't hold back there I would have shouted like the old days....and I won't wish that to happen again >.<"

I had enough shouting with my brother and I don't want to turn myself into something that ppl will hate to be with...someone whom will only cause trouble because he snaps...that ain't right O.o

Well it was fast and another meeting with another teacher has been put up T^T

Oh what agony I will be having this year...well for my own good, it is a must^^;

But....there is other alternative though....DRAWING!! I want Painting!! especially painting. Well really was inspired by military artworks of SAR 21 and the especially this artist>> Ukitamuki!! >.<

I was so engrosed at his artwork that I favorited almost all of his Deviants^^;; ~~lol!

well anyway.... be a deviant artists and all those great artists out there regardless a sucky doodler or sketcher or CG artists , painters etc.

COME! JOIN THE DEVIANTART.com and all your artwork will be realised^^;
but do be warned that your art should be originallty from you though^^;

come join us at www.deviantart.com and you will be one of the thousands..no ...Millions of deviants out there worldwide!^^

here's mine www.afba.deviantart.com be sure to comment when you join us^o^

WE WILL WAIT FOR YOUR ARRIVAL COMRADES OF ARTISTS OUT THERE!

Oh there are also called Islamic artists and ISLAMIC ART in the deviantart...those whom are interested in Islamic art...do visit this website^^

Assalamualaikum(May peace be upon you!)always~~^w^

Drawings again!!

2007-07-19T03:19:00.000-07:00

Tank battle simulation in The Vaterland(fatherland)(in german)

2007-07-09T00:19:00.000-07:00

Alpha 1: This is Leo 1, reporting in redzone
Alpha 2: This is Leo 2, in formation
Alpha 3: This is Leo 3, Proceeding to checkpoint alpha
Alpha 4: This is Leo 4, In redzone waiting for checkpoint over!

Alpha 1: Leo 2, proceed to checkpoint alpha out!

*Tanks rolling*

*flare*

Alpha 4: This is Leo 4! Enemy recon spotted!!
Alpha 1: negative! Evade contact!
Alpha 3: Two T-90s spotted 11 o'clock!! 1000

Alpha 1: Leo 3! Cease FIRE!!

*tank fire*

Alpha 3: shot fired! Enemy advancing towards us!! We've taken a rear hit!!
Alpha 1: Don't panic!! Leo 3, maintain cover!! Leo 4, support Leo 3

Alpha 4: This is Leo 4, Leo 3 is not in sight over....
Alpha 1: ???

*tank shot*

Alpha 3: *shhhhhhh......* this is *tshhhhhhhh* Leo 3 over! *shhhhhhh*

I am breaking!*shhhhhhhhhh*

REQUESTING REINFORCEMENT!!*klang!*

................

Alpha 1: Leo 3 do you copy?
.............
Alpha 1: Leo 3!!! Do you copy?!!
..............
Alpha 1: Leo 3!!!!!!

Alpha 4: smoke spotted 10 o'clock....possibly Leo 3 over.

Alpha 2: OMG!! This is Leo 2, spotted Leo 3......it's..........

............burning...

Alpha 1: Leo 2, is there any surviving crew?
Alpha 2: Negative......everything is burning......

Alpha 2: Wait!...........Enemy spotted!! In sector EF45, Two T90 and one.......no.......FIVE T80's!

There's too many of 'em! Withdrawing!

Alpha 1: Affirmative!! Leo 2 and 4, RETREAT to Insertion point Delta! Over and Out!

*Tank battle in action(chaos)*

Delta 1: this is MLRS 1 reporting in bluezone and READY.

*Alpha 1, 2 and 4 moved behind the bluezone territory*

Alpha 1: This Leo 1! Proceed STEEL RAIN!
Delta 1: Steel rain in affect....FIRE!!

*Multiple MLRS launching from a distance*

*Slight multiple explosions heard from the distant fog*

Alpha 4: This is Leo 4, Bravo team is in redzone
Alpha 1: Location?
Alpha 4: EF 46......hey!.....That's near the hostile ground!

Bravo 1: This is Bravo platoon proceeding to checkpoint alpha. Out!

Alpha 1: Bravo team! Code red I REPEAT!! CODE RED!! Hostile units in the area!! Over!

Bravo 1: Ah! Good to hear you're ok Alpha 1....but seems like you've lost Alpha 3 here...

Alpha 1: ???what about the T90s and T80s?

Bravo 1: Negative.... Enemy units isn't visible

Alpha 1: Confirm enemy status....Last sighting is in your area! Be cautious... OUT!

Bravo 1: Affirmative Alpha 1. Out!

What really happen is just a simulation of a tank battle and field support....In this theory....I've managed to found out the reason why German army uses more to Field Howitzer/MLRS/ or is it something else

Well anyway after certain research, German uses more to field support like Howitzer while the West(USA) uses close air-range support....now after the year 2004 the F22 Raptors are used under the US for close air support in the future after mass producing it.....Thus, we can say that the US uses air while the GERMAN Republican Army uses Ground instead ^_^ Well what happened here in this simulation story is that Alpha team lost Alpha 3....This tanks are Leopard 2A6 scattered everywhere except Alpha 1 and 2 which stayed close together....alpha 3 is on its way to rendevous Alpha 4 which is hiding. This 2 tank platoons Alpha platoon and Bravo platoon which are 8 is having a small battle"game" in the outskirts of the German plains.... where 7 russian MBT's(Main Battle Tank) were mobilising in the area...Thus, Leo 3 which is Alpha 3 was outnumbered by the massive Russian tanks in his area....Thus, was badly hit.

The reason why Alpha 4 could not see Alpha 3 in the area is because Alpha 3 is somewhere in the plains....(a great mistake for a tank in hostile territory)

While Alpha 4 case is that, It is hiding in the plains yes....(but in the mudpool)^^; so a perfect tank camouflage.(Remember)

Well that is all I can think of what i see so far....

So if any questions about what really happened in the simulation and what is the rest of the platoon doing and what happened to the T90's and T80's.....*feel free to comment on the comment button below^^;*

SP....open house and seminar....

2007-07-07T03:34:00.000-07:00

7th July 2007

In the room....again....

Well, today, was in Singapore Polytechnic....well....

didn't see much, because of the course which I want, is missing..... MISSING!!!

Hence, it was a short time in the SP.

After certain recoinassance operation in SP, was certain....not my type of poly.

Buiseness,
Maritime,
Aviation Engineering...

and etc.

But what I really want is an Animation Course.
Probably moving pictures, Animation.

Which I had known and been targeting for.....TP!!! Temasek polytechnic.

11th JULY, is the DPA exercise.

Hope that....well I hope there's hope.....for me to get pass that DPA exercise T^T

I must not get the lowest possible hope on it!! I must!!

I must!!

I MUUUUUUUST!!!!!!!!!!!!

GET PASS THAT!! THE ONLY HOPE I HAVE AND THAT"S WHAT I WILL GET!!

I WILL GAIN MY DREAM!! I WILL!!! I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!! NEVER!! AND AS I TYPE THIS MESSAGE!! I AM SHOUTING OUT LOUD IN MY HEART!! AND I WILL NEVER EVER GIVE UP!!!

NEVER I TELL YOU!! NEVEEEEEEEER!!!!!!!

there....feels better ^^ ~~~~

here's an advice to those dreamers like me :

Dreams can always be gone as time flies~~~but...
that's.....
a normal dream....

But if we dream for something more....than a passion...

Than, that dream....is the key to your future....

the key, to your career...
the key, to your life...

and most of all................

the key to your dreams~~

Passionism...is the only way for a dream....

to come true.

signed,
AFBA

*where dreams can be achieved through passion

a.k.a~~~ drawing manga....is my passion^^

One way or another...I am sick~

2007-07-01T17:40:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

2nd July 2007
In a room...

Had a very slight fever today, I had been choking and coughing since yesterday. Could be something got to do with that younger brother of mine whom gives me H!LL since last year.
All I could do now is.....nothing , thus, post this lousy diary in here^^;;

Hope of going to the cinemas but this throat is giving me troubles.

What should I view?.... Transformers, or Fantastic 4.....decisions decisions.

Man! This throat is irritating!! Seconds ago I was coughing...now itching?!? What is going on!!?
I better get to the doctor before it gets worse.

Signed,
AFBA~~~Sick and a slight fever -.-@

Publishing forum~~

2007-06-22T02:04:00.000-07:00

Just got a ticket for the comics publishing forum today^^!

Feeling excited(a great big leap forward to my dreams -_- *i can feel it*)

22nd June 2007

Had a ticket.... preparing to visit it......>.< can't wait!

Plain and simple ( i think I write too much until now feels tired to even repeatedly write the same thing down from my deviantart journal today<.<~~lol^^;;)

Well anyway...life is great today, no trouble but some minor difficulties and should not be worried^^;

Woot finally an entry too....

2007-06-16T20:04:00.000-07:00

nothing

17th June 2007

The day where....*WTH! get off my bed! Hey you! Stop there!! FREEZE!!*
*ahem....sorry that was my bro playing around on my bed^^;*

ok where was I>.>.................................oh yeah^^!

ok today is the day where we will celebrate the final day of weekends of this holiday, nxt week will be, school reopens and wala! Day of torment+ depression as always at home -____-@

wish this is fast but now it seems that time tdo passes by very fast indeed.........very, very,very fast<.<;

well anyway nthg to say got the comp, dad's out, mom's out.. so comp

My signature for the forum~~^^;;

2007-06-09T22:05:00.000-07:00

Helena Shuzzell ~~ big sister (oneesan) ~~to Iris Shuzzell

my doodles.. lol!!^^;;

2007-06-03T23:53:00.000-07:00

OH and this =D~~~ well... it's my try out of folds... yes it's slanted because it's meant to be a doodle but in the end completed the picture~^_^

Hemet 17

2007-06-02T21:49:00.000-07:00

what a bad day--.--~~

2007-05-29T02:41:00.000-07:00

What a bad day!!
'

Can't believe i just overslept for the first day of my bridging programme-.-

feeling suai~~(unlucky) this days

what should I do?
easy........criticise myself^^;

Today not much to say except for my bad days today that is.... woke up late, naggings, broken pencil case, broke my pen, got a flat tire...and also a close encounter accident which... I can't say.

2 new pics today^^;;

2007-05-22T03:39:00.000-07:00

i am realli bored this days -__-@ but i drew just to keep stress out~~

Talia concept art (pencil)

2007-05-18T21:10:00.000-07:00

here's Talia...she's a character of my manga but under the evil side^^;; ( in season 1)...but in the end she will turn good for some reason^^~~ but that will be in the later stage...

Bonus page^^~incomplete

2007-05-13T07:15:00.001-07:00

enjoy^^(incomplete)

Coloured pic^^~~

2007-05-11T05:07:00.000-07:00

Late to put in here but anyway here's the pic I want to put in but hadn't^^;;

Oh...now my comp has a problem probably virus -__-@ ....wish it does not affect anything in my files.

2007-05-05T06:29:00.000-07:00

Updated^^;;

2007-05-04T21:42:00.000-07:00

new drawing today but now I am really deeply depressed for some strange reasons that I won't tell~~~ wish I know wat I am really after........

The eye...... (Rakon / Rakov / Wilfred / Hans?)

2007-04-28T21:23:00.000-07:00

This is an example of a characters eye i want to put in.... but i don't know wat should i use this eye to??? >.>???

Here's are the characters background and i need YOU! to decide ^^~~~ thx(this is to anyone whom visited my blog^^ give results by posting comments thank you^^)

Contestant 1: Rakon

position : 2nd main character

Age : 20something i don't know++

Status : A GM...(genetically modified) human.... eyes will turn white if his GMDNA is in use. All his childhood has been in the millitary research lab... always calm and serious... never had in his whole life outside with civilians...onli in the research lab as a specimen... a depressed person with calm eyes -.- /\ like the above...

Contestant 2: Rakov

position : .......... donno..... rakon's brother.....maybe somewhere around....10th position?^^;;;;;

Age : younger than Rakon

Status : A GM... probably the first ever created to be a proto GM, he escaped with the help of Shtoffel... a traitor....to the ERA. His role is very confusing because he neither help the ERA nor the RFA..... his a mercenary.... could say that^^;; as Rakon's brother eyes might be the same with him.

Contestant 3: Wilfred Von Hess

Role : A colonel in the 105th same with Hans

Age : 30+

Status: A colonel in the 105th same rank as Hans..... his a character which will look almost bi-shounen.... beautiful face some could say for this character because he attracts female characters in the story^^;;

Contestant 4: Hans

Role: The overall commander for the 105th

Age: 35

Status: The very demanding leader o.o.... overall.... he's a commander of the assault division, 105th division and the one in-charge of the armoured division and the walker division >.>(could say supreme commander for the 105th) unlike Wilfred, whom onli incharge of Infantry movements, Hans is the total commander for all!!! BWAHAHAHA!!!! (insane mode-.-~~)

so that's all the characters contestants for this manga.... pls vote for one....or two......or maybe all^^;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;...............................your choice n your decision... thx^^~~~

Tablet PC

2007-04-27T20:41:00.000-07:00

A doodle (WHAT A DISASTER!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!)

nvm about that ^^

well my first try out with a tablet pc but it turns out strange after drawing with the feeling of dizziness in me...... *sigh* (maybe i should do a new one) well here's mt pic

maybe i should make a new one ~~~~~>.>

Monday blues =.=~~~

2007-04-23T02:13:00.000-07:00

23rd April 2007

Today not much of a day to study~~~ could say that.... but i feel sleepy from yesterday =.=

I felt awkward and strange this days for some reason >.>?............(not to mention)

Rain...rain...rain(a blessing n a curse for some), but it turned out to make my day cool ^^~

Didn't go to forum and post much this days cause of busy studying....n doing other stuffs^^;.

In malay:

Mak!!! hujan!! ape nak buat?.... tidur...=.=ZzZzZzz

Tak banyak nak cakap hari ini... Tetapi ini adalah "testing" bahasa melayu di blog ni ^^;;
(Boleh cakaplah, saya merepek -.-~ tapi peperiksaan Bahasa Melayu peringkat O dah nak dekat, apa nak buat?.... Test bahasa melayu di sini ajer ah! hehehe~~~^^;;;;;;;;;;) [aku tahu aku merepek sikit, but this is me, what to say ^_^;;]

In English:

Well that was my message in malay ^^;; meant for my malay frens and maybe some who knows (<..>)

Today at Suntec and short visit to Funan

2007-04-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

Today I've gone to Suntec City with my family but it was not quite wat i want after a quarrel in Carrefoure ^^;;.... but it seems fine after that. ^^~~

Well not much to say about today's outing.... very not entertaining -.-~~ first lunch KFC then dinner at Secret Recipe restaurant. more window shopping... and saw a GRAPPHIRE tablet pen... i want that thing very much because of it's unique way of letting me to draw nice pics on comp ^^!... That's when we go to Funan to Challenger... but to no avail and for a short-time, we turned back and gone straight home after reaching there and realising Challenger store closes at 8.30pm in Funan -__-@... I was really on to that Tablet Pen -______-~~~ But not to worry!! Tmrw is still another day! ^^;;

A new unit still under research for my manga...

2007-04-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

This is a GM.... a unit which i am researching on... possible an unstoppable character with power unimaginable to the world... The story behind this unit is that they don't come from boot camps which normal soldiers would do.... but from a research facility manufacturing high-tech and sophisticated weaponary that is way beyond the technology of today(sci-fi theme). This soldiers are soldiers... weapons... a tool for the army. Under research by the founder of GMDNA, HELENA... this so called "human weapons" are the ones that will replace tactical weapons such as missiles and projectiles, as this soldiers can be deadlier than any weapon imaginable today.

The significance about this GM is that... they can follow orders of their commanders and execute them till their very end. A perfect soldier of every army commanders dream... but this ultimate dream... has a cause. GMs later on in the story of my manga will go deviance with their commanders orders and prefer to liberate themselves from this slavery... a virus has emerged...

New sketch ^.~

2007-04-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

The prayer

2007-04-12T08:49:00.001-07:00

Blocparty^^

This sux! I slept in an open-book test -__-@ WTH!!

2007-04-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

DANG!!! I've slept in class during an open-book test! -.-\

*Huge sigh* Why must it be the time when it is an open-book test! Sianz (>.>)~~~ well don't blame me because I sleep in class. . . . . (0.0). . . . . i've tried my best ok for that test.

(but even if i say this many times i will never get a passing mark -___-@ I can't stand like this! How to survive O-levels like that?)

There's onli one way to get this thing going.......................it is to study hard of course ^^

Well other than that.... Remedials as always and maths. Phew! So hard (for me) wish I am good at that..... Science won't be a problem if I am good at Maths ^^;;

Well........ >.>.........here's my latest work on the eye with a GIMP software <.<;; (don't know why they call it GIMP? Strange o.O?)

Saturday numb.... -__-III

2007-04-07T03:05:00.000-07:00

Today i've got a bad feeling about my skills and i was right!

I suddenly realised till today that my drawings are not improving but disapproving!! WTH!!

Need more practise....!!!

Must.....

Take.....

A pencil and.....

paper..........

To DRAW!! AAAAAARGH!!!(seriously i am suffering from this sickness where if i found my drawings disimproving i would want to improve it -__-;;)

well that's for today Folks. ^^......now i am off to get to my private room and have a good self-teaching lesson tonight..... A very GOOD ONE! (^_^;)>

P.E 2.4km --.--III

2007-04-05T04:33:00.000-07:00

Today just got PE...2.4 -___-;;

Well i've passed..... but almost got heatstroke, brain pumping soooo hard I feel dizzy... almost gonna vomite after that. feel tired now..... VERY VERY TIRED!

During the run I've got whiteouts on my vision, probably signs of heatstrokes i guess... but i've made it and passed the test in the end though^^;;;;

Luckily for me, I didn't get heatstroke. Worse! Other runners feel more giddy and dizzy than me... I feel lucky that i've survived this heatstroke.

Before the run History class....wat a weird lesson . O.O~~~ teacher teaching, students sleep on the floor of the class and the teacher didn't take actions...(<.<)~~~weird....

well i am not included on the floor^^~~~ i was listening to the lesson while some "hyenas" laughing at the floor keep distracting me from the lesson... tooo funny i can't take it, I laughed the whole lesson with them -__-@...

At home not much... online for a while and type on this new blog^^... After revision i am planning to finish a pic that i just drew... hope i can colour it.... looked nice in pencil already^^

well that's for today....
hope can continue tommorow^^

Man i am still tired from the run (>3>)

Wednesday blues...

2007-04-04T05:59:00.000-07:00

Today is Wednesday..... As many of PRCS students know.... it's come-to-school-late day
This new timeslot for Wednesday is a benefitial day for all pupils whom have not slept well for the two days... Monday and Tuesday (especially Tuesday which is CCA day). -_-~~

I am Sec. 5 now... going for O-levels so I will not be active in CCAs this year any longer and that's a good thing

Remedials as always.... MATHS!!!! Suplementry MATHS!!!! HAIZ~~~~~ math everywhere
-______-@ now i have maths remedials everyday making the time duration at school will be longer than ordinary.... except Fridays which i have to go Friday prayers after school.

But other than that... I have fun studying at school just now for no reason O.o???

Well this is all i have to say for today so.... i will continue the report of my life tmrw or some other day if i have time or have the chance to use this computer which is under constant control from my younger brother and my mother........ well wat can i say about them...... this comp is not my property..... it's ours^^.

Hope to have a better tmrw.. CHOW! :)

The beginning

2007-04-03T08:40:00.000-07:00

Well finally i have made a blog here.... seeing i don't have much to edit around well i can just post more or share my art stuff here.

AFBA - Art Comes In All Directions

Oh forgot one pic~~ =P

Bukit Timah Hiking Trip: Photos =D

Bukit Timah Hiking trip

A NEW PIECE IN ACTION~

Well what can I update/say?

a day in malaysia

Thursday, 30th October 2008

28th October, 2008

Hiking trip to Mount Faber and hanging out in Vivo City

MY BLOG WILL LIVE ONCE AGAIN!!

Punggol cycling trip~

Это - то, что я собираюсь говорить сегодня

Here is what I wrote in DA~

East Coast Park trip~

My mom's new blog (check it out!)

*DRUM ROLL PLEASE!!*

Saturday, 5th January 2008

Wednesday, 2nd January 2008

Tuesday, 1st January, 2008

Thursday, 27th December 2007

~A poetic tryout~ ^^; (quite sux) (anyway, have fun decoding it)

Back from PENANG and KL~

Aftermath~

*Tango's down*

I had a dream~ and also regarding my story(manga)

Open house

Two more days and the O-levels will be over ^o^

5/2 THE BEST!! (NARUTO FEVER!!) ^o^

countdown~

Again... doodles

Another day...

The misinterpretation of Al-Quran by non-believers

Last post of the month...please do not visit my blog if you want to watch this anime in day time in ramadhan hours is not recommended!

The day we go "LANing"

An Anime I want to share with you guys~^^

Birthday bash~"dog""inu""anjing" ^_^

National Day

What I've learned about life under Islamic teachings.

Revolution 1

Drawings again!!

Tank battle simulation in The Vaterland(fatherland)(in german)

SP....open house and seminar....

One way or another...I am sick~

Publishing forum~~

Woot finally an entry too....

My signature for the forum~~^^;;

my doodles.. lol!!^^;;

Hemet 17

what a bad day--.--~~

2 new pics today^^;;

Talia concept art (pencil)

Bonus page^^~incomplete

Coloured pic^^~~

The eye...... (Rakon / Rakov / Wilfred / Hans?)

Tablet PC

Monday blues =.=~~~

Today at Suntec and short visit to Funan

A new unit still under research for my manga...

New sketch ^.~

The prayer

This sux! I slept in an open-book test -__-@ WTH!!

Saturday numb.... -__-III

P.E 2.4km --.--III

Wednesday blues...

The beginning

DRUM ROLL PLEASE!!

Tango's down